I've made such a mess of my life.是什么意思？

I've made such a mess of my life.

我把自己的生活弄得一团糟。

ve

abbr. Venezuela 委内瑞拉；

例句
Conclusion The TCD abnormity of VE occurs mainly in intracervical artery system.
结论病毒性脑炎脑血流动力学异常改变以颈内动脉系统为主.

made

adj. …制的，（人工）做成的，拼成的，虚构的，保证成功的；v. 使(make的过去式和过去分词)；

例句
Single people are treated as an aberration and made to pay a supplement.
独身者被当成异类，而且要付一笔额外的费用。

such

det. 这样的，那样的，如此，这样；

例句
...abstract principles such as justice...
正义等抽象原则

mess

n. 混乱，食堂，肮脏，困境；vt. 弄脏，搞砸，给…供膳；vi. 把事情弄糟，制造脏乱；

例句
She used to mess up the floor and I had to clean up after her.
她过去常常把地板弄得很脏乱，而我不得不为她清理干净。

of

prep. 关于，属于…的，由…制成；aux. 助动词 [非标准用语、方言] =have [主用于虚拟语气]；

例句
He did have a real knowledge of the country...
他对该国的确知之甚多。

my

adj. 我的(I的所有格形式)；int. 啊呀，天啊；

例句
Racial discrimination is abhorrent to my council and our staff...
我的顾问班子和全体工作人员都对种族歧视深恶痛绝。

life

n. 生活，生计，生命，性命，一生，寿命，人生，尘世；

例句
In his later life he became even more absent-minded.
他晚年变得愈加健忘了。