I realised I was becoming increasingly depressed and apathetic.是什么意思？

I realised I was becoming increasingly depressed and apathetic.

我意识到自己越来越消沉、越来越冷漠了.

realised

例句
Some politicians have realised that there are more artful ways of subduing people than shooting or jailing them.
一些政客已经意识到有比枪和监狱更高明的使民众屈服的方法。

was

v. 用来表示某人或某物即主语本身，用来表示某人或某物属于某一群体或有某种性质（ be的过去式 ），在，存在，不受干扰；

例句
There was a terrible sadness in her eyes...
她眼神中流露出深深的悲伤。

becoming

adj. <正>（衣服等）相配的，合身的，合适的，与…相称的；n. <哲>（变化过程的）形成，发生；v. 变为，成为( become的现在分词 )，适合，使（人）显得漂亮，使好看；

例句
He had discovered politics and was rapidly becoming absorbed by it...
他接触到了政治并且迅速地对它着了迷。

increasingly

adv. 越来越多地，日益，格外，越来越…，愈；

例句
Theirs had been an increasingly attenuated relationship.
他们的关系日益冷淡。

depressed

adj. 情绪低落的，沮丧的，萧条的，下陷的，低的，中间凹下的；v. 压下(depress的过去式和过去分词)，使愁苦，降低（价格），使跌价；

例句
I was a bit depressed by our apparent lack of progress...
我对我们看似缓慢的进展感到有些沮丧。

and

conj. 和，与，而且，于是，然后，因此；

例句
I spend a lot on expensive jewelry and clothing...
我花很多钱购买昂贵的首饰和衣服。

apathetic

adj. 无感情的，冷淡的，无兴趣的，无动于衷的；

例句
Even the most apathetic students are beginning to sit up and listen...
连最不感兴趣的学生都开始坐直了听讲。